On the Road

Wie geht es dir?

Based on the title, you guys know that today, I drive on the road. At first, my handsome teacher said, I can start drive on the road next week and then he said "not next week, maybe this week you can try to drive on the road" after that, he said "After this we can go outside and let you try to drive" I just like seriously?! He said he was serious. I feel a little bit nervous and in the end I feel just fine. Even though my car engine 'died' two times, haha but he not get mad at me, he just told me to press the clutch and start the car engine back. He is so nice and such a good teacher

P/s : Pray to God so everything going to be just fine till the end, ameeeennn~

New Syllabus

Halluuuu...Halluuuu

My 1st lesson start on 5 Dec 2012. Seriously my driving teacher is so fucking hot! He is a Chinese, tall, white, his eyes quite big for a Chinese and I love his fingers, so pointed and beautiful! The best part is he is such an angel. So nice! talk with me with a very low and smooth voice, never yelled at me when I made the same mistakes over and over again =3

My 1st lesson? Not too shabby .Only have a little bit problem on how to adjust or predict when I have to turn my car steering to the left and right when I almost up to the corner. I bet that is normal for someone that have zero experience in handling a car right? haha

My 2nd lesson? on 07 Dec 2012. He said I'm better than before =,) but still he said I have to improve more. One funny moment, when I arrived at one of the corner to the right, somehow I can't control my car steering  and I almost hit that black-white road divider. I'm getting nervous and scream a little bit! Oh gosh! I feel so embarrassed! He not get mad but help me control my car steering and the most awkward is he laugh at me and till the end of the lesson I still can hear he is laughing even though he try to control his voice but I bet it is better than he yelled at me right? =__=' One of the best part is, he said I can stop drive and go to the office and take my P sticker and then he laugh and said he just playing around. He so sweet~ =3

I really hope I can pass my driving lesson perfectly!

P/s : With a handsome teacher like that I willing to study everyday so I able to meet him seven times a week, hahaha

McDonald and Israel, a piece of mind

Halloo to everyone that read this entry

Straight to the point, since Israel declare a war to Palestine, majority of my virtual friends at facebook curse Israel and boycott McDonald, Starbucks, Coca Cola or any products that being produce by Israel. Alasan die sebab nak meruntuhkan ekonomi Israel and menunjukkan betapa mereka sayangkan Islam and nak musnahkan Jewish dari segi ekonomi. How good is that?

The problem is, time Israel serang Palestine je baru korang nak boikot? Kalau tak serang tak boikot la? Kalau dah tahu perangai Yahudi macam ntah papa kenapa sebelum - sebelum ni korang pegi jugak kat McD o Starbucks and then beria bebeno take a picture and post it through Facebook or Instagram? Menunjuk -  nunjuk pulak korang pegi makan kat tempat tu? Dah Israel serang Palestine belagak pulak nak boikot tu, boikot ni, maka sebelum ni korang jugak pengunjung tegar kat McD tu? Kenapa tak boikot sejak dari azali lagi? Sejak korang tahu bahawa McD tu pengasas dier orang Yahudi? Again my question is kenapa dah Islam kena serang macam tu baru nak boikot?

I bet, kalau Israel dah tak serang Palestine takda lagi la agenda boikot McD tu? Aku tak la nak kata aku sokong Israel tp tak semua Yahudi tu jahat tau? Macam orang Melayu jugak, bukan semua nya pun BAIK SANGAT kan? Ada jugak perangai cam iblis. I telling the truth owkie? Jangan nak belagak kata semua orang Melayu baik dan wajibulgunnah semua Yahudi tu jahat, aku campak lam gunung berapi nanti.

Back to boikot2 nih, kalau bebetul niat nak melumpuhkan ekonomi orang Yahudi ni, jangan buat separuh jalan. Perlu continuously, baru la effect die nampak. Ni tak, boikot 2 -3 minggu je, pastu pegi jugak McDonald semula. Ntah apa2 ntah je la perangai. Nak belagak alim and baik tu pun jangan la buat separuh jalan jugak, keep it forever owkie?

P/s : Ini negara demokrasi, semua orang ada hak nak keluarkan pendapat sendiri. Same goes with me and this is my opinion.

They Reaction

Hello dude and dudette =)

This happen a long time ago. Masa tu, aku dan geng aku on the way jalan kaki nak g makan kat KFC. Kitorang cakap pasal nak plan g ntah ke mana aku lupa untuk esok harinya. Kawan aku tu, sepasang couple and my partner in crime, empat orang la kitorang time tu. Berlaku la perbualan antara kitorang

Aku : Jadi ke nak kuar esok hari?
Partner in crime : Aku on je. So Mrs Couple, kau nak join kitorang ke tak esok?
Mr Couple : Amboi bruh~ aku ni boyfriend die, kau tak tanya aku pulak samada aku suruh tak dia join korang
Aku : Kau bukannya suami dia pun, buat apa nak mintak kebenaran?
Partner in Crime : ...................
Mr Couple : ..................
Mrs Couple : .............
Aku : *cakap lam hati* Oh Gosh!

Serius time dalam perjalanan tu kitorang diam je. Sampai la satu part my partner in crime tanya aku "kenapa kau cakap camtu tadi?" Aku jawab je la benda tu spontan kluar. Aku tak terniat pun and both of us wonder apa agaknya reaksi mereka berdua time aku jawab camtu tadi.

Tapi memang betul pun, apa hak mamat tu sampai perlu mintak permission dia. Kalau dah kahwin, baru la si Mrs Couple WAJIB mintak permission kalau nak kuar g mana-mana. Dosa tau kalau perempuan dah kahwin nak kuar tak mintak permission dari suami die.

Aku rasa kebanyakan alasan remaja zaman sekarang, sebab nak memupuk kepercayaan dan so on supaya time kahwin nanti senang sebab time couple dah amalkan perangai and adat serta hukum2 orang yang dah berkahwin ni. Tapi benda tu la yang salah owkie? Sebab sebesar universe bezanya antara orang yang masih couple and yang dah kahwin. Aku ni part2 agama tak la bagus sangat. Tapi tau la hukum ni sikit2.

Macam aku and Jombie, tak payah nak mintak permission pun, tak payah nak salam cium tangan, panggil sayang, ucap I love you, muah2 tetiap hari bahagia jugak kitorang and seriously, more than a year kitorang memegang status friends with mutual feeling tapi tak penah bergaduh owkie?

Please dude and dudette sekalian, agak2 la sikit kalau bercouple tu, tahu batas and jangan belagak macam confirm korang akan jadi suami isteri. Macam aku and Jombie pun, kitorang not put too much hope and just follow with the flow. Kalau memang jodoh and aku pemegang tulang rusuk die *cheewwaahh~* ada la kitorang nikah nanti. Pape pun enjoy la dulu kehidupan yang belum memegang status sebagai seorang isteri, ahaks~

P/s : A good relation doesn't need any promises, terms or condition, just two people who can understand and trust each other

Artwork

Tools : Paint Tool Sai and mouse 

Time taken : 7+ hours (from sketch, line art and colour)

Couple like bestfriend?

Hello everyone that don't care about their social life *gimme five*

"Somehow aku rase Lou-eee and El itu adalah couple yang macam best friend. I like that =3"

"Itu la yang aku fikir tadi, tapi aku takkan mengaku persamaan diantara Louee - El dengan Kau - Jombie"

Correction, aku dan Jombie bukan couple but we are friend with mutual feeling, ehem2.. We like each other, that "l word" together. Not lust but love owkie? but we not a couple. It is a big NO - NO. I know it sounds weird.

"Mane ade orang yang dah sayang, bercintan - cintu bagai nak rak bukan couple pulak? Menipu betul la Ash ni! Pttuuiihh!"

Relaks bruh~ kat situ la yang membezakan korang ngan aku yang something ni haha. Korang ni, asal sayang sikit terus nak couple. Terus nak kongkong? ngongkong? over protective? *or apa-apa la word and ejaan yang betul* awek and pakwe korang. Belum kahwin pun nak mengada - ngada. Ni ada cerita pasal kawan aku yang salah tafsir couple ni. Aku cerita pada entry lain la. Kali ni pasal aku dulu yee? ahaks~ Yup. Kitorang bukan couple. We never declare anything like that. Prinsip kitorang, tak kan couple and dah cukup masa, duit and semuanya, kahwin terus. Apa class couple bruh? Kalau nak, kahwin terus la, baru la halal perhubungan tu.

Aku and si Jombie (and of course tu bukan nama sebenar dia, haha)  tu, kalau cakap pakai aku-kau tau? besumpah seranah, dia cakap ngan aku macam dia cakap ngan kawan laki dia. Tak beradab. Aku pun camtu jugak hahaha. Takdak nya mau guna sayang, honeydew, honey star, baby, bee, lebah, ilhamku, cintaku uurrrgghhh!!!! Oh Lord~ geli siot aku ok? One part kitorang kasar - kasar, cakap macam orang nak gaduh (walaupun sebenarnya tak) in the end, we love each other.

Dia nak keluar ngan kawan dia seharian and tak mesej aku, go ahead.
Dia dok lepak dengan perempuan and cakap bukan main rancak sambil begelak ketawa depan aku, go ahead
Dia nak keluar pergi mana-mana and lupa or tak bagi tau aku, aku tak marah and go ahead.

Seriously, korang akan cakap yang aku ni telampau berlembut hati la, itu la, ini la, reason aku dua je
1. Aku percayakan dia. Seriously sangat2
2. Apa hak aku nak mengongkong dia? Aku bukannya isteri dia pun

Perhubungan kitorang dimulakan dengan kawan, kepercayaan dan tak fake with each other. Aku rasa paling penting tu adalah tak fake with each other. Selalunya, kalau couple ni, peerrgghh~ cakap bukan main lemah lembut, jadi sebaik-baik manusia, cakap pun sopan - sopan je sedangkan realitinya perangai cam haktuuiihh. Pasal tu la, ada kes lepas kahwin si isteri mengadu perangai si suami tak sama macam time couple and vice versa. Why? Sebab time couple tu sibuk nak create a new identity yang memang bukan identiti sebenar supaya orang yang nak dingorat tu tertarik kat kita. See? dari mula lagi dah tak jujur apatah lagi hari - hari yang seterusnya.

Pasal tu aku and si Jombie tu, kitorang buat perangai sendiri je supaya dia memang tahu perangai aku sebenarnya macam mana and aku tahu perangai dia macam mana. Now, kitorang memang get along very well sebab apa yang dia nampak kat aku adalah diri aku yang sebenar bukannya Ash yang belagak baik and berperangai mulia macam angel. Dia tahu keburukan dan kebaikan aku seperti mana aku tahu baik and buruk perangai dia.

P/s : Aku cari lelaki bukannya nak dibuat jadi couple but I looking for someone that can be my husband =)

Not Good~ Yeaahh.. I Know

Good day to me =)

I don't know. It just I not pleased with this chick. Everything that she do, post a picture on facebook, talking, eating, making that fucking sick face, it just eerrgghhh!!! I dislike her and the worst part is I just don't have a strong reason why I dislike her. Maybe I am such a complicated person. I try to get rid of that feeling but I just can't. I don't want to hate someone like that, it not nice.. I know that very well but it just so difficult to get rid of this abhorrence feeling

Wait, no reason?

Of course I have lots of reasons. She talk to much, not punctual, complaining a lot and for people outside there that say I also complaining in my blog, please get this straight. I am not complaining ok? I am just saying. 

P/s : Try to see the positive side of her but it really hard to 'find' it

U tak kenal I, jgn sibuk nak judge I owkiee? *sigh*

Hallluu saudara saudari chikebong chikebong~

"If you don't know me, don't judge me"

I bet, all of us know how famous this quote. Bagi aku yang cepat buhsan dengan macam - macam perkara, aku tak ambik kisah sangat pasal quote ni.

Why Ash?

Sebab, tak semestinya kau tak rapat and tak kenal sangat someone tu kau tak boleh nak bagi pandangan kau terhadap seseorang tu. Aku bet org yang mengamalkan penggunaan quote ni pun gerenti ada judge some one yang dia tak rapat pun. Jangan nak menipu la kata tak penah. Aku tikam pakai meja baru tau. Kau memang tak kenal someone, tapi kau terus buat conclusion yang orang tu cenggini la, cenggitu la and macam2 lagi la. That is human dude and cikaro sekalian alam. Kita tak terlepas dari nak buat pandangan sendiri terhadap semua benda yang wujud kat alam ni.

Ambik contoh, ada sorang laki and perempuan keluar sama and nampak sangat mesra sekali and korang tak kenal pun sapa tu. 3 orang kawan yang langsung takdak kaitan ngan laki and perempuan tu mengeluarkan pendapat sendiri

A : Aku gerenti mereka couple tu
B : Rasanya mesti mereka bestfriend la, tak semestinya tengok laki and perempuan sama2 terus dilabel couple~
C : Tapi rupa nampak sama, ntah2 adik beradik. Aku and abang2 aku pun rapat jugak tau?

Seee?? Secara tak langsung korang akan judge jugak tau? Tak semestinya kalau orang bagi pendapat mereka yang perangai kau macam syaitonirrajim, baju kau busuk, itu la, ini la, kau terus keluarkan statement "If you don't know me, don't judge me". Orang bagi pendapat je pun, bukannya buat dosa besar nak bagi pendapat. Dalam hidup ni, kau tak leh asek nak dengar benda baik je, kau tu pun bukannya baik sangat pun. Aku pun camtu jugak. Kalau orang nak judge aku dari segi yang baik atau buruk, terima je la. Maybe ada sebab kenapa orang berfikiran camtu setiap kali tengok korang. Dapat jugak ubah perangai jadi someone yang lebih mulia.

Memang la orang yang judge korang tu tak kenal korang sebaiknya. Tapi~ kena ingat jugak tau? semua orang mempunyai pandangan yang berbeza, so, kau takleh nak expect semua orang akan berfikiran baik setiap kali tengok kau. Grow up man and women~ Face the reality. Wake up from your dream. World is such a harsh place, either you like it or not, you have to accept it

P/s : Dalam dunia ni, orang yang baik sikit, orang yang jahat pun sikit jugak. Yang banyaknya, orang yang ditengah2 baik and jahat tu =)

Insecurity

I know I should feel grateful with whatever that I have. Even so, I want to be someone beautiful, have a beautiful curve. My attention is not to make other guys look at me because I already have this one guy that already winning my heart, ehem2~ back to the story, I want to have more confident in myself. There is a quote 'how can you make others like you if you not even like yourself'. I don't know.. it just so difficult to be me. Sometimes I feel so optimistic and 1 minute later I crying and throw tantrum for no reason *that just a metaphor* I mean I feel pessimistic and hate myself. I have a good family, I can walk, drawing, and easy to say I am normal! but sometimes I wish I am born to be a beautiful lady and like myself more

P/s : I know this just a phase. Maybe I am going to have my period soon. Uhuukk2~

Everybody is beautiful *really?*

Hallo people~

Lots of people nowadays say 'everybody is beautiful' and for me beautiful is subjective. It not refer to the looks only, it can be measure through the attitude too. If everybody is beautiful, why don't you date the most fattest and ugliest person at your school? why still bother to pick the most gorgeous or handsome person? rather than looking how beautiful their attitude are even though they don't have the looks? Where is that so called 'everybody is beautiful'? that is human, it is really easy to say rather than do it. Before you post or talk something like 'everybody is beautiful' look at yourself first. Are you really agree with that sentence or you just trying to play nice? Heeh~ typical~

Kitew tak sukew lerhh~ *f*** this sh**

Good day to every human that live in this mundane world

Owkey~ aku sebagai seorang yang belajar bahasa Malaysia dan English dari tadika lagi, tahu macam mana nak mengeja dengan AGAK baik. Aku kalau g online kat facebook and tengok post, komen segala manusia ni, suka sangaaaaaattttt nak mengeja guna bahasa ntah papa ntah. Kalau shortform aku masih boleh terima owkie? tapi kalau dah sampai tahap tuka ejaan aku jadi akuew, kita jadi kitew, morning jadi mownink and ntah papa lagi la serius aku rasa nak give a hug to that person, very tight at the neck with a rope! U want a dictionary? It would be my biggest pleasure to give you one. Like seriously, korang yang eja camtu tak kesian ke tengok betapa susah nya orang nak baca apa yang korang tulis? Bukannya comel pun rupa korang kalau nak wat word hamjadah camtu.

Sebagai orang ketiga yang langsung takde kaitan ngan semua ni and just nak bagi pendapat je, berhenti la eja guna word tak senonoh camtu just cut it out ok?

P/s : Respect the language dude~

Woohhoooo!!!!!

Thanks God, my parents, my family, my friends and everyone that helping me through out my study =D Now, we move forward!!! YAAAYYYY!!!

The Judgement Day

Hello every creature that live in this mundane world =) On 09 November 2012 which is tomorrow, I will know what is the result for my final exam. Nervous? Who doesn't? I hope I can get a good result. After all that is my final exam for diploma. If I pass, I can further my study to bachelor. I pray to God for a good result. This is for my parents, for myself and for my future. Ameeenn~

O-W-K-E-Y

Control your anger Everyone have their own view Take a deep breath and remember any funny things that you can remember Fiiuuhhhhh~ Lord is testing me ......... ...... ...

I wish

I wish I can like my friends more.................................. It is hard when nobody can understand you

Going Back

Good day to everyone, Tomorrow, August 26 i will go back to my uni. What makes me less happy about it is I have lots of assignments that need to be done, haaiihh~ Hopefully I can get it done on time.

p/s : Selamat Hari Raya everyone =p

Unpleasant

Good day to everyone

I went back to my hometown on August 11. Using Air Asia. My flight was on 9.25 am and there was a problem occur and my flight was delayed almost 2 hours+.

I hate waiting.
I waste my time just to wait for that fucking plane.
I want to cursed all of the Air Asia workers so bad but I can't.
I pay hundreds ringgit not to get such a bullshit service like this.



p/s : I need my time back!

Advice

Good days to all creatures that live in this mundane world =)

When someone gives you a good advice, that mean they care about you and want you to be a better person. I understand that. It also quite not-so-pleasant to hear the same thing over and over again. I don't want to be rude so I just keep myself quite while someone gives me "free motivation talk". Even though sometimes I lose my temper and I tend to talk back but still I trying my best to keep my voice down and act like we talk about the weather.

p/s : Cool is the best word for me and you have to believe it ;)

Préféré

Oh my~ what else can I say? thousands thumbs up 8D
I so fucking love with this movie. Isn't that kid cute?

p/s : What's your name?

What is wrong with English?

Pardon my bad grammar =)

Last night, when I was updating my blog while listening to music, suddenly I remember my friends opinion when they hear someone speak in English.

Maybe not just my friends but lots of Malays have this kind of thinking. I can remember  when one of my friends speak in English and the others start to say "tunjuk-terer", "belagak", "mengada-ngada" and lots of sentence like that. I have to admit she have grammatical mistakes in her sentences but at least she is trying. Same like me, I am not good in English but I am trying my best to enhance my grammar. After all, practice make perfect right? When I text with some of my friends and my little sis, I going to use English and mix with Malay too.

What make me not understand is, why is Malay always have that kind of fucking single track mind like that? Maybe some of them not but almost Malays that I meet are like that. I read in one blog if I not mistaken, this girl want to order her meal at KFC and she using English and the workers there start whispering with each other about that girl using English instead of Malay. What is wrong using English? Well yeah, Bahasa Melayu bahasa kebangsaan? Look at the syllabus in school, universities in Malaysia, everything use English. If using English not give us lots of benefits why is it a bother to change all of the input, text, notes from Malay to English? We can count by fingers how many countries that using Malay compare to English through out this world? I don't think we commit a big sin if trying to speak or write in English right?





p/s : For someone out there that have this shiity single track mind, just please wider your thought, your vision, your thinking.

Janji Melayu? Bullshit

Pardon my bad grammar

Is this what people say 'janji melayu'? I have LOTS of friends with this shitty attitude. I still remember, there is one time when they said they want to have a dinner at KFC around 6 pm. I go there early because I have a date with my little sis. When it is almost 6, I message my friend and he said they not even prepared yet. I wait and wait and then around 6.15 pm that dude arrive and I just could't control my anger anymore. I look aside and don't want to watch his face. I hate waiting! Fucking hate it! I know it is not his fault. He have to wait for his friend and his friend have to wait for his fucking slow girlfriend to get ready. Even so, I still so mad because they not punctual. After a while I finally can control my emotion and there is a message from one of our friend that say they on their (5 persons)  way to KFC and bullshit about all of this stuff is, it is almost 6.45 pm when they said they are on their way. 

When they arrived, only one dude say he sorry for being late and the others just pretend they arrive there on time and chit chatting like nothing happen. Apologize to my time you bastard! This is not the first time and it is every single fucking time you guys do something like that. If it is on 6 pm, why don't you guys just start your walk on 5.50 pm? 

Not just that, there is a time when you guys said want to have a dinner together after Maghrib, well yeah if u said it is after Maghrib I assume it is around 7.30 pm and guess what? You guys go out after Isyak which is past 8 pm. You expect me to calm down because I have to wait more that half an hour? Just go fuck yourself. I not understand you guys. Why do you have to behave like that? That attitude not even make lots of people like you guys. For God sake just please change!

That just part of the whole story. Doing something like that for one more time, I going to release the Kraken to destroy all of you!

p/s : I not get it at all

SeeU fanart

p/s : I like Megurine Luka more, uhuk2~

Laziness

Pardon my bad grammar

I am such a lazy person. No3~ not that kind of lazy. I always help my mum at the kitchen and do some other housework such as cleaning and so on. I also can finish all of my assignment, tasks and projects on time. Lazy that I mean here is I am such a not-good-in-social-things. When my friends doing plans like go for a picnic, shopping, watching movies together where it involves me in their plan, secretly I hoping the plans get cancelled. Lots of the time, when my friends ask me to join them, I always say BIG NO-NO.

Sometimes I realized they must feel a little bit annoying for me to always decline their invitation. I not hate it but all of that stuffs, hanging out, wasting time, having fun with each other is not really my cup of tea. Spending 25/8 (read as 24/7) in front of laptop, reading, drawing, playing games are stuffs that can make me happy. Stay alone in a room where nobody is there with me, doing my own stuffs, crying, laughing while reading comics, novels, watching movies and so on that is what I call a life. Sounds pathetic right? Being in a place full of people make me feel fucking uncomfortable, uhuk2~ cant change that nature easily i bet.

p/s : Maybe someday, somewhere, sometime, I going to change to a better person.

Ladies Out

Good day ladies and gentleman~

This evening, around 1.30 pm i have a date with my girlfriend. Her name is Monica. We in the same class since Form 1 but we get close to each other since Form 3. After Form 5 we rarely keep in touch because everybody busy with their own life, study, some already have a job, get married and some not even doing anything, just stay at home and the rest is history.

We talk quite a lot and well yeah, she's slim right now, hehe. When we in Form 5, I still remember she is 80+ kg and right now she is only 66 kg. Seriously, I envy her passion to slim down her body. Which I can get some spirit from her to slim down my body, ehehe~

p/s : Miss my Apple Pie =,3

I can't pleased everyone

Pardon my grammar =)

I am a normal human being. Like others, I also cannot like everyone that exist in this world. There are some attitudes that they have that make me feel uncomfortable. It also quite difficult to being hypocrite all the time. Act like you is a Miss goody - goody so everyone pleased with your attitude and like to have you as their friend while the truth is you are not like that.

This is what happen to me. I keep create a personality that is not mine. I am hot tempered, don't like waiting and I am sarcastic like hell but if I behave like that all the time, people will hate me. So, people keep telling be yourself and when you be yourself people going to judge, hate, gossiping and talking back bout you. If you being yourself and the result is going to make you suffer slowly from inside, so what is the point being your true self? Only can gain pain because nobody can cope with your attitude.

p/s : Stop being such an attention seeker 

My pen tablet that always use for colouring my artwork was dead on March 14. That damn battery, i not going to forgive you till the end of my life. When i buy that pen tablet, the batteries being provided too. That batteries being used to make my stylus functional. The worst part is, that batteries doesn't have a good quality. I just used it less that 6 months and guess what? the solution or solvent or what so ever that thick blue water in that battery is leaking and made my stylus damage because all of the mechanical components in it getting wet *getting wet? that just sounds so wrong, haha~*

Now i just colour my artwork using mouse and that took me 2 or 3 hours more time than using a tablet, ppffftttt~ this is soooooo sad

my tabby........

This is my first colouring work ever after my tablet is die. 

p/s : =,|

Reminiscene

When I was in semester 5, I got a quite nice roommate but she sleep with her course mates at the rent house so I was alone in that room. Which is I like it a lot hehe~ n then, she said to me one day that her friend want to stay in that room since she not live there anymore. My 1st reaction is

"Fuck you!!! i want to be alone!"

I just can't simply say such a words towards her and just accept my fate *hhaaiihh~*

Luckily this girl, who is illegally stayed with me, is a nice girl. My type is, i hardly speak to someone that i not closed too. Just ask all of my roommates, from semester 1 until 4, it can be count by fingers, how many times i speak to them. I not try to act cocky, but it just weird to share story with someone that i barely know. Well yeah, what do you expect? That is my attitude after all and i just can't change my attitude in the blink of the eyes.

There is a story about my illegal-semester-5-roommate. She like to listen to music well yeah, same goes with me and everyone else of course but please use your headphone or earphone when you want to listen to music while i am sleeping. I can't bloody sleep because of a bitch like you. You realize it for hundreds of time that every time you turn on the music, automatically i going to wake up from my sleep and unable to sleep back. I don't have guts to tell her use that fucking headphone but she is a grown up girl, of course she realize that i cannot sleep because of her music.

I feel like i want to curse you! Luckily one day, she realize about that stuff and using earphone every time she want to listen to music or watch movie. That is why i rather stay alone rather having someone that act like asdfghjkl



p/s : humans~

Bad memory

Yesterday, i feel like a little bit dying cause i forgot what is my email and password to login my blog. Damn it~ and that night, when i want to create a new email suddenly i remember back what is my email and password. Ffffffiiiuuhhh~~~ i got a pretty bad memory eh?

Eeeerrgghh!!!

Part 1

You've said before, that "you not going to die if everyone in the class doesn't want to have you as one of their group member". It turns out to be that your group members that going to DIE because they have a piece of SHIT like you in their group. I ask you to give me that part of your works five days before our presentation and it turn out to be you have a netball tournament on that time. If you know you have that shit tournament, why don't you do your part earlier? Why do you have to do it fucking last minute?

Did you know, I edited almost 80% of the works that you've done a night before our presentation? did you know how useless you are? did you know that I really want to beat you up so madly right now until your mom will not recognize you anymore? Did you know I only sleep 1 hour because of a trash like you?

For the rest of my life, seriously said, there is no way I going to accept you to be in my group member no matter what is it cause. You got it bitch?



Part 2

Fuck this shit. Before, you said that place is AVAILABLE and now, while everything is running out of time, you said we need to go to other place which is so fucking far - far away to finish that shit. What the fuck is wrong with you?

Before, you said you going to take over one part of our task and right now, you finishing that piece of shit on the day when this task need to being hand in to that lecturer. Why don't you finish it on the other days? and if you cannot do it, you can tell me about it and I can finish it earlier. Just please don't brag about "I can handle this thing" phrase. It is like, "are you trying to play around with my temper dude?!"

AND NOW, all of our marks being deducted because of that habit of you ( and you guys ) that REALLY like to do something on last minutes. Now, just go fuck with yourself!



p/s : "What groupwork teach me? How much I hate other people" *fucking angry*

His mind

I wonder what playing in his mind every time it comes to his ex-girlfriend
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p/s : =|

No Weekend for me

Holla, Holla~

Such a busy week. I can't even get a rest on the weekend because there are activities that i need to attend. The worst part is, my final exam is around the corner and i not even study a single thing yet. Holy Lord~ please, give me more strength and stop procrastinating a lot Hopefully, i can go throughout this semester without being ended in the hospital because of super duper tired



p/s : It so fucking unnecessary to answer what did your friend ask in a rude way. Calm your balls dude. hhmmpphh!

New Step?

I like him, seriously so damn much. I know it might too early but i want to get serious with him but in our own way. Big no - no to couple but will stay just as friend but the reality is we are more than that =)

p/s : . .... ...

Cancel

• Have replacement class today on 2 pm
• 8 minutes before 2, the lecturer that responsible for the class post at facebook, the class is being cancelled
• That just so GREAT!!
• and the best part is i NOT even mad
• THANK YOU so much for the fucking EARLY information

p/s : *Looking for the knife*

Long Time no see World

How long is it? I haven't been here for hhmmm.. ages? Busy as hell with tons of my assignment, projects, presentations and all of the stuffs that all of the university's student do. This is my last year as a diploma's student.

p/s : a little bit afraid every time i thinking about if i going to get employed or not.